One summer, as usual, with my sister Monia, I was walking around town looking for handsome guys. I admit that I wanted to pick up one, because I was fed up with being alone when other friends were still talking about their great loves. I also wanted to experience such a thing and I dreamed that my first boyfriend would also be my last …
I’ve always been a very pretty girl, but most of the time I was interested in some dark star types who only wanted one thing. I didn’t even want to start with such people, because I knew what it would end with, and I only wanted this one from the very beginning …
There were many beautiful guys in the city, and I liked one of them in particular. A tall, dark-skinned, black-eyed brunette was probably waiting for a bus. He was well dressed, not like some slut. I knew he was my dream man! But the handsome guy didn’t even look at me, at least I didn’t notice. I wanted to approach him, talk somehow … but now I suddenly lacked courage, so I gave up. I just waited nearby, wanting him to finally look at me, but a second later he got on a bus full of people and drove away. Now I completely lost all hope, and in addition, I was killed by my sister, who laughed at me that something had to be done, and I stood like a peg. Well, I’ve always been so unlucky and I had to accept it. Strangely distracted, I asked Mońka to go home. We got there soon, and I couldn’t help but think I’d missed an opportunity.
The next sunny day we decided to go to the water, more precisely to the Pogoria lake. We also took our two friends. It was great. I forgot all my worries on the beach, but the day was coming to an end so quickly … We were just about to get together when I suddenly saw him. The same boy with a few friends was getting ready to go to the lake on the white Omega. The red sun illuminated his beautifully sculpted body. I wanted to approach him again, but something broke inside me. I just couldn’t, something was holding me down and wouldn’t let go. Soon he was out, and there was nothing I could do. We folded towels with my friends and went home. I spat on my chin that there would never be another opportunity, and I wasted it so much. I made a promise to myself that I would never waste anything again.
Days passed, and I was still under the illusion that I would see him again, but unfortunately, the illusions were quickly lost. I decided to get caught up in the whirlwind of holidays and soon forgot about the dream boy, because I met someone else on the internet chat. He was really cute and hard-working because he had a part-time job for the summer. I must admit I’ve never known such a nice guy. In my mind I was already making plans for the future in which he plays the main role. He wanted to meet me from the very beginning, but I preferred to get to know him better and kept putting off our meeting until later, even though I knew he liked me very much because I had sent him some of my photos before. He said he knew that I was just the girl he would like to be with forever. I was very happy to say that someone wants to share the rest of their lives with me so much. Tomek, because that was his name, also sent me his photo. It was a bit fuzzy, and made from a distance so I could get a closer look at it, but I thought character was the most important thing.
Evening was approaching. I got a little hungry. The sister offered a pizza. Cool! It was a great idea, and I felt like it. Mom ordered 2 pizzas over the phone. Soon someone from Telepizza arrived. I told Moni to pick up the food. As she did so, she rushed into the room with a strange smile. I didn’t know what she meant? And she said the guy from the bus stop just brought us pizzas. I ran to the window to see if he was making fun of me. But it was true. It was him! I already knew where he works. I was happy like a little child and I was already making plans for the future, when I suddenly remembered about Tom. I was at a crossroads. On the one hand, there was my dream man, whom I didn’t know anything about, and on the other, a very nice boy. Without even thinking deeper, I decided that I would get this handsome guy, and Tom will come up with something.
The next day, early in the morning, I entered the GG to find Tomek. My heart started pounding like never before. In the end, I gave him hope, and it was hard for me to destroy it so suddenly. But I made the decision that I had to do it because I would regret it for the rest of my life. I started the conversation as usual. It was fun to talk, but I had to act. I wrote that “I met someone and I’m sorry, but that’s how it turned out.”
I noticed immediately that something was wrong. Tom suddenly fell silent. A boy alive so far, now he began to write in half-words, as if he had experienced it very much. He asked me if I was sure it was over? That he can wait … I only replied that I do not know what will happen next, instead of immediately saying that this is the definite end. But I couldn’t do that, in spite of myself I wanted to give him unnecessary hope. Finally, Tom said that he would always be waiting for me. I knew he would never get it, but I couldn’t make him realize it. I know it was very cruel of me, but everyone makes some mistakes …. I just decided that I would keep in touch with him as friends.
In the afternoon, as planned, I went with my sister to the nearby Telepizza to finally meet him, although Monika was angry with me for leaving Tomek there. We sat down at one of the tables and ordered pizzas, waiting for my handsome guy to show up. And so it happened. He came by bike to get more pizzas to be delivered. I wanted to approach him, but I was too nervous so I asked Monia to ask him if he didn’t want to meet me? So my sister got up and quickly walked over to my handsome man. Pointing her finger at me, she asked if he would like to meet a nice girl. But he, without even looking my way, only replied that he already had someone whom he would never leave. Hearing that made my hands wrung. My dreams suddenly fell apart. I felt humiliated, but well …
It was obviously meant to be. In the evening I came home, sat down in front of the computer and clicked on Tom, who was still sad. Hoping that everything could still be reversed, I told him there was no boyfriend, that I just wanted to check his reaction to what I was saying. And I convinced him. In fact, he immediately believed it. I was glad that I definitely didn’t finish with him then, because now I wouldn’t have anyone to come back to. I felt terribly lame, but I decided to forget about everything and try with Tom anyway. We talked for a week more, planning our future together. I felt that I really care about him and we agreed to meet on … the bus.
The day of the meeting has come. I stood nervously at the bus stop and waited for the bus number 811. It finally came. I went inside. I slowly began to look around the crowd for Tom. And I saw the boy from the bus stop again. He was looking at me with a smile, but I quickly looked away, thinking I wouldn’t be staring at the other guys. I was standing by the window when I suddenly saw a red rose. He handed it to me … my dream hunk. I felt a little silly because I didn’t know what was going on. But soon he introduced himself: “Hi. I `m Tomek”. It was a shock !!! I quit Tom for himself !!! I couldn’t believe it, it felt disgusting, but on the other hand, I was filled with joy. Tomuś looked at me and, smiling sweetly, said “I have been waiting for you and I would wait for all eternity”.
I hugged him and gave him a kiss as if we had been together for a long time. I told him that I must have seen him before, and he said that he had seen me at the bus stop and by the lake, but he didn’t want to impose himself lest I think about him badly, and when he accidentally came across me in the chat, he was stunned and convinced it’s fate …
We make a great couple with Tomek and we are together for a year and a month. We never had a fight during this time. We have always been together and experienced many unforgettable moments. We are planning a common future …
And the whole situation that happened … I told him about everything with great difficulty, but he did not get discouraged by it, he was very understanding towards me, until I was surprised by him. We took it as a funny adventure and everything was forgotten, after all, love is long-suffering and does not remember bad …
